The past few months, I have struggled writing here. Sure, I'm pressed for time, given that I am PhD student writing her first publication and studying for her Prelims, a mother to a 4 year old fireball, a wife, a friend....but it's more than that.
I am doing exactly what I want with my life. But I have no idea who I am and what I want to say. I could write about school. I could write about being a mom. I could write about the 5K that I have been training for since September. I just.....don't.
It's not for lack of want. I want to maintain this record of my life, of my experiences and those had by Isaac and my family.
I'm not always funny or profound. I have said that many times. I'm not a fancy or gifted photographer or cook. I'm really just me. I can be honest.
So that is what I am going to try to do. Not just here, but everywhere in my life. I want to get over myself and my hangups and stop trying to be something that I am just not. I'm me.
That's what I am going to do.